No,not the 'dreams' you get
when you sleep..folks.
I mean the kinds of dreams you get,
when you stare into space and think about
what you wanna do in life,what you wanna be..
A passion,a place,hobby,a mate,a life.
dreams that are suppost to be when your little,
and work at them to make them come true.
(I guess)
I lost all of them.
Due to bad parenting...(I got bad parents)
don't let them fool you..my family has too many
horrible secrets...hiding behind there smiling
faces.I WISH I can expose them to the world..
on how they forgot about me,hate me,threw me aside
for the sake of there dogs...and life.
(wann know there names..to find them and see how
fake they are..just ask me in a private email.)
to google them up.)  
Then dreams whent really dead,whe things kept
going wrong,by working on them alone.
Then things got so bad..that To tell you the truth..
I have no passion for anything anymore.
Except to complain about everything in this world.
I no longer wish to do anything,want anything,need anything.
I feel like I need someone,but that too had just died.
I tried to think..maybe I can DO somthing BE someone..
But,
I no longer care.
I did...I wanted so much.
I want nothing...now.
so...what does one do...When one has no dreams?
No destination?
Nothing but hate,and suffering?
No money,no car,no friends,no family,no life-giving anything?
should I snap and go on a killing spree?
Should I snap another way..and be be a looney nut?
Should I just sleep..untill I finally R.I.P? 
Feel my pain...FEEL IT YOU MINDLESS MAGGOTS!!
Eat my rotting fleash!!
EAT IT!!
Hear me....know me.
Oh wait....not yet.forgive me.
I will give everyone some time...to listin'....to acually
help me..to expose the suffering this world reall is.
But,I will only wait so long.
Then I'll decide...
whats to happen to you,to me,to everything.
And If I stop to function...and die before.....I will
then give this lovely job to whoever can make suffering
reality,and let everyone fail at there dreams..
and show there true masks.
This world will go madd!
E-A-T
THAT!!
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