My Daily Routine
As I have stated before this for me is a form of letting things out which can sometimes build inside while going through certain events in life, for me it is this mini journal of dealing and beating this cancer again.
I truly would like to thank all of you who have written, sent prayers and well wishes to someone that you have never met before, truly is beyond what one can imagine.
The Prep and getting ready:: Since the first time I had chemo which was merely injected into the bladder and controlled in that invironment, the plan of attack for this process is different and involves a lot more and daily treatments.
Before I was able to actually start the radiation and chemo treatments there were a few steps which had to be done in advance, a game plan or avenue of attack if you will. I arrived to meet with the oncologist team so they could go over all the testing which was done in advance to review what was going to be happening, exam results, benefits and negatives of radiation.along with possible side effects. Basically the prep is really no different from what you have already been through to be diagnosed in the first place, scans, blood work and the such. Once you go through this you have what they call a simulation, this is needed so they can make damn sure when applying the radiation it is going to where it should and not just shooting aimlessly around your body like a kid with his first video game. I’m sure it is different for each area or the doctors involved but they placed little stickers on the body to help with ready, aim fire of the beams, these are a temp. thing until they placed little tattoo dots in place of the stickers, only pain in the ass part is not being able to get into water or shower for 4 days, gotta make sure those bad boys stayed attached until the dots were put on.. No way in hell was I going to let them fall and try to guess where they went. After the whole radiation meeting it was onwards and upwards to meet with the chemo team, at this point I was pretty much getting bored, pissed off and just wanted to leave, you get at a stage of shit just start already but I know it is something they must do. So after what seemed like an all day affair I went home and got drunk, okay I didn’t but thought about it really really really hard. Was all set for the weekend and the beginning of week one to come.
Weeks 1 and 2 : D-day arrives!! I rise and shine all ready to get the day started and head on into the what I call my home away from home, noticed they need to dust better around there. Anyways, I arrive sign in and sit back and rest until I hear those words, Mr. Smith, what a shocker there are 3 of us with that last name so we all start looking around like can you be a little more specific.
The whole radiation process is a breeze and walk in the park as far as treatments go, you go in they set you up using the dots put on ealier and zap zap. Even though was told all about it and reading up on it you still have in your head that they are lying and just not telling you something, but nope, painless and really quick. I mean literally under 30 seconds for each spot, so you don’t have time to think about anything.
This will be my routine daily for 7 weeks, there are no days off or timeouts from it unless a holiday happens to come around.. It is a major pain in the ass having to drive there everyday for a few minutes but that is how things go and nothing you can do about it so go with it. I didn’t mention to someone that I wonder if I could write off the mileage on my taxes, you know medical expenses and all.
Monday – Thursday I take a pill for my chemo treatments and on Fridays I have it done via the IV and have to be there for a few hours while it drips into the system, normally I’ll take my laptop or something to keep me busy while sitting there waiting, these are the longest days since I’m also getting radiation. Once done I was giving you are given An anti-nausea drug to take when needed, an anti diarra drug ( don’t worry won’t go into details of this one) and also a corticosteroid thingy to take 3 days after the drip, so I am my own walking pharmacy.
During the first week everything was going great, just a few mild fevers but hell we all get those and they don’t bother ya. From previous chemo treatments was thinking this should a breeze and these 7 weeks will fly by like nothing. WHAM BOOM BAM!!! Holy zapper shit Batman, we have an alert. For some damn reason bout half way through week two I was having side effects. I guess I’m one of the lucky ones who gets them, I blame all the years of drinking Jack Daniels for killing my cells. Haha
I have had nauseous, fevers, tired and some foods don’t agree with me at all, not to mention a little lost of taste buds. All in all it is going along smoothly and nothing happening which is throwing up red flags, like I have been told everybody reacts differently and it really is a case by case thing.
As of writing this I’m in Week 3 and starting to feel more and more tired with the other side effects of fevers and shit hanging around, does wear you down.. When I go to sleep each night I drift off to sleep and wait till the next day to see what kind it will be. There are days I wake feeling great and don’t have any signs of treatments, these are the days I try to take in as much as possible to help me through the bad ones.
Welp, I guess before you and hell even I fall asleep reading this will sign off for now…
Remember Life Is A Journey. So live each day and not sit on your ass watching it go by.
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leprichaun_magic

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Oct 23 @ 9:04AM
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..You made ..it so far well done
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kywonder

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Oct 23 @ 9:11AM
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Keep the faith. The 7 weeks will be over before you know. Although I can say that because I am not the one going through the treatment. So I pray that God will be with you and carry you every step of this journey. I pray that your inner strength will be strong and you will not waiver, but keep the faith, and know as bad and aggravating as it is, it is going to work for your good. I admire your strength and courage.
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Tiramisu4u

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Oct 23 @ 9:15AM
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Just to remind you, we are all sending healing and comfort prayers in your direction.
Those of us that have undergone ourselves, or helped others through this understand what you are going through.
Attitude plays a major part in all this, and with your *tude* you will come through with positive results.
Do whatcha gotta do....we are here for you...
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fenderchick

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Oct 23 @ 9:48AM
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I hope you get better and get the rest you need...My thoughts are with you drs
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happygrlok

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Oct 23 @ 9:51AM
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My thoughts and prayers are with you through this difficult time. Many of us have been throught it or helped someone go throught it, so we really do understand what you are experiencing. You are about half way through, so I hope the side effects do not get any worse for you. Your humor is missed in the threads, so I hope you get well soon and hurry back to your friends...
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tinamarie10

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Oct 23 @ 10:05AM
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all my prayers and chants to you
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debbz32

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Oct 23 @ 10:10AM
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Hang in there DRS - your humor and smile are missed.
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imlost2

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Oct 23 @ 10:15AM
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Here's more prayers your way and hoping for a fast recovery. Hugggs Lost
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bamastyle

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Oct 23 @ 11:22AM
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Hang tough DRS, keep praying!
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BeachCrete

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Oct 23 @ 11:25AM
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Thanks for sharing Drs....I hope you continue whatever it takes to beat this ....By reading this this morning..I get the feeling of how insignificant most of the things are in our lives...it helps me realize that the most important things in life are our health and the well being of the ones we love.....again thank you for uncluttering my mind.I wish you well sir.
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butterfly943

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Oct 23 @ 11:33AM
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Another step..one more day
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mailorderannie

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Oct 23 @ 1:06PM
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Thanks for sharing this.
Prayers going out from here as well.
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scorpiogirl36

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Oct 23 @ 1:23PM
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We'll keep you in our prayers!
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silksox

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Oct 23 @ 1:31PM
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Hello DRS
Darlin'.....strong men like you blow my mind ...talking about cancer like it was a cold...Plain talk...AMAZING!
I wish you sweet things in your life...a good meal...a good night's rest...a beautiful sunset...a cold beer...a warm bath in a jacuzzi....a ride on that bike in the warmth of the sun.....and friends to share it all with.
My prayers are coming your way...
Silk
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teddybearagain

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Oct 23 @ 6:56PM
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Dr Love, my dear friend, ... You have made chapter one in the MD Journal of courageous bloggers and peeps. Your words you write across the screen, I understand are for you. However, you probably have no idea how much your words affect and/or help others. Beach said it when he thanked you for helping him to put life into perspective a bit more. You've done that for others I'm sure, self included.
One of the most treasured experiences of my life was helping someone very close to me through cancer. It's amazing what a tragic experience can do in someones life. Once you're past this you will touch so many lives with your story.
Stay strong, keep your faith and your positive attitude, and when you need a friend, .. 1-800-teddybear
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CrackerJackPat

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Oct 23 @ 7:03PM
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Add me to that prayer chain. And allow me to attest to the power of prayer & the great pray-ers here in MD! It helps a lot to share the journey. I don't know what I would have done without my girls, my coworkers, MD friends, church friends, & family.
Thank God the treatments have come such a long way in just a few years even. Like you said the meds they hand out for our comfort is incredible. But best of all that steroid .
Reactions can be really scarry!!! Not fun at all. Not for anyone on the scene. But you know.... God pulls us through!
May you have the "Peace that Passeth Understanding" as you go through this.
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KAOS2007

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Oct 23 @ 7:12PM
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What Cancer CANNOT do.....
It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit
Much love and positive thoughts for you my dear friend.
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beckyiv42000

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Oct 24 @ 12:57AM
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Drs dear one.. your strength amazes me ... and I know that that same strength is what will make these 7 weeks fly by ... huggs and love and many prayers
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SunBabe

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Oct 24 @ 2:57AM
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~psst~
Aw heck
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ohtayicu

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Oct 24 @ 3:19AM
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although i don't know you, you have a great group of commentors offering support. some mentioned attitude, and how it can be positive in your fight. if that is all it took, from your blog, we could be certain you would succeed. best wishes and hopes that you are successful.
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Timber52

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Oct 24 @ 3:19AM
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DRs thank you for sharing with us!
Remember Life Is A Journey. So live each day and not sit on your ass watching it go by. You are so right!! None of us have a guarentee of tomorrow! You will be in my prayers, Hang in there, you have a lot of people that care about you!! Hugz...
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luvshorses644

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Oct 24 @ 6:10AM
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When I go to sleep each night I drift off to sleep and wait till the next day to see what kind it will be. There are days I wake feeling great and don’t have any signs of treatments, these are the days I try to take in as much as possible to help me through the bad ones.
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Aeromuse

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Oct 24 @ 12:48PM
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I didn’t mention to someone that I wonder if I could write off the mileage on my taxes, you know medical expenses and all.
You'll whup this thing good my friend, 'til it's good and GONE. Of this I have no doubt. But during the process - know you always have my shoulder, ear, and friendship. And a kick up the arse iffen ya need it
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teacuppoms

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Oct 24 @ 2:28PM
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DEAR DRS ....u dont know me but i read ur post and it is fenomenal what ur going thrue and how well u handle it ...its surprising im also greatfull for all the prayers including mine that went ur way stay positive and keep ur chin up...u will conquer this cancer im sure xoxo
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Angel178

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Oct 24 @ 5:43PM
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Thoughts and prayers are with you
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missliss78

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Oct 24 @ 9:36PM
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emember Life Is A Journey. So live each day and not sit on your ass watching it go by. Keep on keepin' on! And keep that 'tude on the right track.
Continuing with my thoughts & best wishes for you in this journey.
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Winnie4010

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Oct 25 @ 7:44AM
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My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Cynbaby

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Oct 25 @ 8:21AM
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You are a brave man and I hope that you will fight this and get better
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signme

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Oct 25 @ 11:11PM
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DRS-thanks for the update. You are almost to the halfway mark and after that, it's home free! You are doing an amazing job and inspire all of us who read your blog. Lots of thoughts and prayers heading your way!
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Carol386

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Oct 26 @ 9:58AM
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DRS - every day we wake up is a gift and we must live life to the fullest (and never hold back ). With your attitude, you will certainly beat this. You are an inspiration to us all.
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Loreli

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Oct 27 @ 9:37AM
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I am with you there in spirit. You're tough....it will even out for you, and you will be WELL! Hugs
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equuisdancer

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Oct 30 @ 7:28PM
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Merchitown

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Nov 19 @ 11:41PM
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Keep us updated?
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