I don’t need or want anything from you. You’ve proven your true colors time and again. Everytime I let my guard down and let a piece of me become known to you, you turned it on me and used it against me. I’m so tired of it, and of you and your words to which your actions never lived up to – not over a year ago, not now.
Consider me dead to you, because in all reality, that’s all I’ve ever been where you’re concerned. You’ve preached your last sermon; told your last lie, and taken what little, if any feeling I ever had for you. Choose your path wisely from here on out, for the very ones you ally with are the very ones to turn on you down the path. I would have climbed hills and moved mountains for you, but you never stayed true long enough to see that.
At one time I tried to believe time could heal all the differences we had – now I know this to not be true. Time has only served as a vessel for me to see even deeper into your psyche which is false, filled with insincerity and lacking any kind of true meaning or depth.
This road has been long and seemingly never ending and filled with so much strife; I’m taking the next detour and getting out while I still can. You’ve never been my shelter through a storm, when at times that was all I really needed. The death of this has always been in the betrayal and that death has always overshadowed any sense of real living. It’s time to bury it, once and for all.
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TroutFishing
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Nov 11 @ 1:44AM
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I know that place .
Sad if you are there now.
Remember - life goes on and a person's karma comes back to them.
  
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gunn12fan
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Nov 11 @ 1:58AM
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hope your ok. You have me wondering if you are
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poeticcougar
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Nov 11 @ 2:04AM
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As heartbreaking a sentiment that is, Kaos, it was written with eloquence and poetic beauty. It's a rare gem of writing. Let it out, let it all out. 
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D12_Raven
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Nov 11 @ 2:14AM
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Very well said.
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Novalite
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Nov 11 @ 2:34AM
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Well said, but sadly, the person who should be reading and drinking this wisdom up probably won't even see it.
Ah well, it is good for the soul to get thoughts out.
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Loinlee_Sole
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Nov 11 @ 3:45AM
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really ........I did not mean it......ok.......I will share my chicken nuggets with you if you will forgive me
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fromscratch
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Nov 11 @ 4:28AM
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love you friend, know i am thinking of you and sending prayers your way
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Skydognc
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Nov 11 @ 5:53AM
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look!
no no,
over there !
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do you see it?
it looks like,
like,
like,
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..........................................LIGHT .................................................
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sweetxy
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Nov 11 @ 8:08AM
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Sad but true .
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summerbreeze916
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Nov 11 @ 8:38AM
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KAOS2007: I had to look twice to make sure I didn't write this blog! It has certainly been on my mind of late. I believe I know how you're feeling..................
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daisy315
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Nov 11 @ 9:19AM
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Been there Kaos..
good blog~*~
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funisnumber1
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Nov 11 @ 9:35AM
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And very much alive to uthos that really matter sis.
Give the girl some space fellas.
Peace upon your heart KAOS.
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edthepoet
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Nov 11 @ 9:39AM
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What a beautiful eloquence blog about betrayal and mistrust of your inner most feelings and thoughts with others.
I know you didn't expect a perfect relationship or think that person should be perfect, but, you also didn't expect the place where you wanted and needed to rest your loving head to be shaken off like a bug.
Be very proud that you can release yourself from a one-sided relationship and for recognizing when your being betrayed.
Your a totally endearing straightforward woman who tries to be fair,understanding, but realistic enough to know the difference between lies and the truth.
I am giving you a standing ovation learning your true worth and not selling yourself to a person who desire to lie, betray and disregarding thing one could do to another not recognizing the other person beautiful heart and using what was entrusted to them, your utmost secrets.
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EternalFlame
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Nov 11 @ 10:16AM
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~*~
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missliss78
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Nov 11 @ 10:37AM
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I have been there.
And this, too, shall pass & the days will be brighter.
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Tunes4u
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Nov 11 @ 12:11PM
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It's their loss......
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kjac
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Nov 11 @ 1:06PM
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All right!
You can use the handcufs next time, ya happy now?
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butterfly943
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Nov 13 @ 10:00PM
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Very Moving
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Santo007
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Nov 16 @ 1:13PM
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Kaos:
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