Stupid, Stupid people,,,,, you will die. posted 11/23/2008 1:15:40 AM | 4 kudos what's this?     report abuse

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I'm tired....So fooking tired,,,, normal work is kicking my ass, contract problems with an insurance company, blah blah blah,,,,

to top it off, my dad is in hospital, on what I belevie to be his last trip. Congestive heart failure, renel failure, etc. etc. etc.,,,,

I have no energy, and certainly no paitience to put up with any more stuff. No one seems to understand. The phone keeps ringing, the text messages keep coming, the email box,,, well,,,,160 new messages. Seems like everyone knows my dad is in a bad way, and they want their little piece of me before I go out on berevment. No one seems to understand, save for one, and why they do I still don't know. It amazes me,,,,,

Everyone else wants to talk about it, and I can't even figure it out myself. Shut the fook up,,,, and leave me alone. The only person I want to talk to, I don't know what to say,,,,so,,,,I stay quiet.

I long for the bottle at the end of the work bench, 10 feet away. But it's just too damn far to get up and go get it. Besides, if the phone should ring, I don't want to be drunk, I want to be able to go.

Newest shocker,,,, GovCo called. They gave my number to a "private" company that needs some specialized help with some "security" equipment.
Consult jobs are easy, breezy, and sleezy,,,,, but I need to money. Since the jerk stiffed me out of what would be a year's wages on the Obama plan, the cash flow is tight. With Christmas around the corner, it would go along way for the kids. But, I'd have to be out of touch with my dad,,,, and I don't know if I can do it. I know what he would say,,,, do the job, cash the check, feed your family, meet your obligations, etc. etc. etc. Damn, they just don't make that work ethic anymore.

Without going into too much detail,,,, it's a complex issue driven, simple problem. Typical protect job, with politics everywhere. Principles are talking about social issues that cause the problem, politics of local law enforcement, jursidiction issues, blah, blah, blah,,,,,, to finish the problem, small arms are illegal by virtue of UN treaty, so only the bad guys have guns. They want a delivery system for a non-conventional, non-powder actuated lethal deterant that can be eaisly disapated and reduced to non-lethal levels via atmospheric dilution. WHAT THE f*** DID YOU SAY........ we want to use xxxxxxxxxxx.

"Peachy" is about all I can say. Followed with I'm not going to sit here and tell you how to fix this. OH no,,,, it's not a sit here job,,,, it's a go there job.

FOOKYOU. No way in hell I'm going anywhere near that festering hole of shit again. Fookyou, fook your bad guys, fook your fooking fish, fook your mother, and I'm going to track down the SOB that gave you my number and put a bullet in his head.

"So you can't fix this Dr. xxxxxxxx" he asked.

NO, I won't fix this. It's not what I do. I clean this shit up, get it off the ground, get it out of water, get it out of the air, and generally curse the people that hire me for putting the stuff there to start with. I don't reverse the process. Besides, first, you don't need that stuff to fix the problem. Second, how the hell did you even get this stuff? SILENCE on the phone. "WELL, WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GET THIS STUFF?" Phone hangs up.

God bless the Patriot Act. For once,,,,, it makes a positive difference in my life, other than watching the cute bitch in front of me getting rubbed down at the airport.

Can't beleive the shit they send me,,,,, in two months, I'll be on an expert panel trying to figure out why all the fish are dead,,, or worse,,,, piling bodies into a bon fire again. Stupid people,,,,,stupid, stupid people. You will die. And I will toss your children's bodies into the arms of the flaming corpses of their mothers.

I need a 10 foot walk to oblivian. Then, when I'm good and blasted, I'll call GovCo, wake them up, and enligten them about the job they sent me. Thanks for nothing, and go fook yourself.

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