Robert~~~  
I have written about Robert a few times and i believe the last time i stated his mom was dying. Well, this past weekend, she passed away. (I had dropped him off friday am and talked to his sister and ...More...

7 comments | 2 kudos | 184 views | posted Dec 26, 2007 at 11:46 PM

three braids~~  
I just returned from my Holiday. It was great to see everyone but as we all know its always good to come back. It was especially good to be able to finally see my niece Carrie. She is my niece wh...More...

11 comments | 5 kudos | 167 views | posted Dec 17, 2007 at 7:54 PM

no words~~~  
My sister and i talked for a long time tonight. I have no words of consolement and feel helpless. She is the one not doing well , where my niece is remaining strong and this also concerns my sister...More...

12 comments | 4 kudos | 241 views | posted Dec 5, 2007 at 11:41 PM

everything for a reason?~~ I don't think so  
Sometimes I have a hard time buying into it. I know I should, but sometimes its too hard, painful and surreal. A few days ago I was talking to my sister in New Hampshire, and she told me some most ...More...

18 comments | 3 kudos | 320 views | posted Dec 4, 2007 at 10:19 PM

power of positive thoughts~~~believe  
I have to tell you , I was overwhelmed by the responses on here regarding my son. All the outpouring and support is amazing to me. Thank you so very very much. I could not express to each of you ho...More...

21 comments | 4 kudos | 283 views | posted Dec 3, 2007 at 5:25 PM

Call your mom~~~~  
I came home and the garage door was up. (strange I thought for someone who has a serious case of OCD , that I would be the one to do this) I got out of the jeep and went into the basement where two ...More...

20 comments | 2 kudos | 313 views | posted Dec 2, 2007 at 12:34 PM

It happened again~~~  
I wrote before on my buddy Robert. (more than a feeling blog). This guy just blows me away at times and he is so sensitive to people's feelings, its unreal. I have had a bear of a week . I try not...More...

9 comments | 4 kudos | 175 views | posted Nov 30, 2007 at 6:51 PM

a new name~~  
There are just too many patches on this site.... ....so I have decided to make up a new name.....although...I have no clue what it will be I'm needing something melodic, earthy......i...More...

48 comments | 2 kudos | 399 views | posted Nov 24, 2007 at 7:26 PM

~~the unforgiving me  
After a few days of much needed respite, tonight I cleaned out my closet , both figuratively and literally speaking. I came across this "poem" I wrote two and a half years ago after a tumultuous m...More...

13 comments | 2 kudos | 248 views | posted Nov 22, 2007 at 7:31 PM

why patchouli?~~~  
many many have asked me why I have this name (on both of the dating sites I visit ) ....I usually say because its the oil I wear. Then they say.....why?..... so here are some similari...More...

20 comments | 2 kudos | 323 views | posted Nov 18, 2007 at 7:31 PM