How does one go on after losing a loved one?  
I know I haven't been here alot lately, I haven't felt like posting in the forums or blogging. ALOT has went on since I've last been here and posted.
Matt is in baseball, and he's the local home to...More...

0 comments | 1 kudo | 108 views | posted Jun 15, 2006 at 9:27 AM

Well I found out what the "what next" would be......  
I told my x mother in law from the start, that I wanted to be buried next to Jason. She gave me the number to call before the wake, and I called about a week later. The lady told me that when my x fat...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 92 views | posted May 27, 2006 at 10:17 AM

What's next??  
I'm sure you guys are getting sick and tired of reading me complain about how rotten my life is going since Jason's death, but I need to complain and b**ch about one more thing!!
Jason was my son, I...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 106 views | posted May 24, 2006 at 7:47 AM

Finishing touches on Jason's flower bed  
Yesterday I added more to Jason's flower bed. It looks good to me. I need to take more pics of it though. My daughter Carlee is coming up next week and is going to plant more flowers with me. She didn...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 94 views | posted May 18, 2006 at 10:13 AM

Feeling kinda down lately.......  
I haven't really felt like posting lately. I've been feeling kinda down. I come on the site and read some of the threads and it seems like nothing interests me...(no fault of you guys though) Food and...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 87 views | posted May 16, 2006 at 10:34 PM

Gloomy here today.....  
It's a gloomy windy day here in south-west WI.
I've been washing the kids' baby clothes through all day and piddling around with things around the house to keep me busy. I had so much stuff stacked...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 98 views | posted May 11, 2006 at 2:25 PM

Some good news...........  
In all the pain I've felt in the last 6 weeks, we got some good news today.

IT'S A BOY!!
My daughter is having a boy. They decided not to name it Jason, they wanted him to be his own person. Hi...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 85 views | posted May 9, 2006 at 9:54 PM

A Shadow in My Mind  
You came into my life
when I was feeling down
you brought me up again
but I couldn't tell you how

I remember only little things
your smile, your laugh, your hair
and then I stop and won...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 92 views | posted May 3, 2006 at 7:33 AM

I got the letter to the editor to copy and paste........  
Dear editor,

As all of you know my 13 y/o son Jason was taken from me in a tragic tractor accident 5 wks and 2 days ago. Even more tragic was that his little brother Matt, 11 y/o was the onl...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 108 views | posted May 2, 2006 at 7:57 AM

Up early.........  
I'm up early again this morning. I've been waking up at about 3am and tossing and turning for a while before I decide i HAVE to get up.
The last thing I think about before I go to sleep at night i...More...

0 comments | 0 kudos | 104 views | posted May 2, 2006 at 7:48 AM