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| Mar 16, 2006 @ 10:46 PM |
LOVE STORY
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purplesun33
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[B]LOVE STORY
Been a lot of places , holding you close to me . We shared are goals and dreams together . We had exciting times as you smiled and laughed , sharing intimacy and closeness . We wanted to tell everyone that we were on the front cover . The magazine of love In which everyone wanted . Can't remember every moment we shared except the good times will be forever in my heart . Never wanted it this way from the beginning , we both didn't want to write the ending of the love story . Standing in many places for reasons only justified in the heart because it wasn't one thing that went wrong we never could explain the downfall of it all . Thinking if it was possible to put all the pain into one moment from the moment that my heart would always feel every time it came to the beginning of her memory that I thought of by myself in the darkness in the room .
Is it right to say love last forever , It was sounding good in the book or the song but in my heart beats the memory of it all and nothing to hang onto but her name .
I think a lot sitting by myself wondering if she is smiling , crying , sad or happy . It will cause you to wonder why things got confusing losing sight of each other and how we wanted it to be in the beginning .
The memory of her is great she was so beautiful in her own self she never knew it until that day we parted . Describing that day seems like yesterday I can tell you every feeling I felt yet it"s funny because I couldn't tell you what happened yesterday.
Standing there knowing I would never see her again or talk to her ever in my life . In the of her just that thought could carry me six month of sleepless nights from now .
This is not a story about Love in it's own right but it's the feeling you get when her name is mentioned by a stranger . The memories of her name haunt me and cause anger inside . Taught as a young boy that love was beautiful and sweet and everlasting . Thoughts of her rush my mind and If I knew where she was I would feel better , but I don't know and someday they will come and carry me away with all her memories and her name that she never took with her packed in her luggage when she left . Holding her in the hot summer day just outside the door . My head on her soft shoulder , I couldn't cry because I knew it would be harder for us to break it off which we both knew it was circumstancial evidence . We thought we were doing the right thing from what are minds were telling us , even though my heart was crushing inside feeling the loss of her never coming in my life ever again . It seemed like I held on to her for dear life because I knew after that my heart was going to do life in prison from her name being a sweet memory .
Starting to let go she said with little or no emotion , I wish you the best in life and I hope you have all you dream of . Please go and don't cry because I will think of you every step of the way , so goodbye and don't cry we both know I'm not what you dreamed of and I will always love you . Her tears falling down from her cheeks causing the bitterness in my heart to turn to the pain of loss I was going to feel in the days ahead . When she siad that it caused the tears to fall , my throat was strickened and my jaw was locked feeling the feeling I did I held my breath and closed my eyes thinking of anything right from my surroundings . There was nothing but blackness all around . She said something with hope , the hope that she could not give to my life someone else would have to bring that hope . Because she was saying though I am not the one for you it will have to be another to give you the love that I don't feel for you anymore . If I was ever on the front line in war I was now and my heart couldn't bare it . She backed up as my hand touched hers for the last time . Turning slowly around and with her back facing me , I yelled out please don't do this to me . She kept walking with her head down towards the ground . Standing there I was confused , angry and bitter from all the bulls*** . I was never going to see her again and I knew it . The story never ends they say you will pick up where you left off , finding another name and trying again but that does nothing to the memories staind in your heart .
WRITTEN BY : SHANE HOSTETLER 5/21/03
© Shane Hostetler
Author's Comments on "LOVE STORY"
SHE WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART , I WISH HER THE BEST IN LIFE HOPING SHE THINKS OF ME SOMETIMES WONDERING IF I AM THINKING OF HER FROM TIME TO TIME......
2003-05-21 23:21:02
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