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Mar 16, 2006 @ 11:14 PM FIRST IMPRESSION    
purplesun33


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[B]20 SECOND IMPRESSION

I caught a glimpse of you, with the world in your eyes. Yeah eyes show blue

in color and black at night. I thought over and over in my sight of you, how

my impression of me would come to you. I never had the time to study for

your test of my impression. I'm a rookie in your sight compared to him. Yeah

him the other guy that already made your impression on him. He never

studied or gave much thought into the meeting of you. It all just happened

and happened was all he needed for you that day. I always wanted a chance

to take his place, but I never got the invitation. There are several things in

my life, and alot of things that keep me focused on the process of

elemination.
I will probably never get the chance, to be in your impression of things to

come. There are things in life you must not dwell on or hope for. Life of your

impression of me is very small. All you need is 20 seconds with me and you

will know all about me. I never had as much as he offered to give you, nor

did I ever want to take his impression of you. For the man that caught your

eye in the beginning always lived in the paradise of you. I walked back away

from you that day, without getting in your sight. We have spoken some a few

lines, back and forthe. It was never enough to lose site of or even forget

about him. Yeah him you tell me over and over"he is the greatest" he never

told me how much he thinks of me, but I just know he cares... The little of

impression I first gave you in the sight of me many years ago have been left
in the book of memories like all the others. I never took a college coarse in

first impressions, because I knew I would fail the coarse. It was a thick book

with many chapters, the cover siad in bold print. You can't handle the truth,

she gave you in the beginning. I opened the back of the book and there were

names on the page, but my name wasn't on there. So I put my name in the

back. With the title at the top saying"LOSERS" with all the other names.

I thought about what I would tell you, if and when I would actually see the

sparkle in your eye... So I went back to my dark living space of the world

and studied long and hard day after day. Crying so many tears... reading and

studying the soul of me to find the opening to your heart. I figured If I

showed you the best 20 seconds of your life than I would win over your

impression of me. Nobody ever told me what was involved in the first

impression... they just siad they were happy with thier life now with her or

him. Thier were others waiting in line when he gave you his 20 second first

impression of him and you put up a sign saying"were not accepting anymore

applicants at this time" guess where I was, I was next in line. Thats a

heartbreaker knowing I was almost ready to give you my first impression. I

was a penny short and a second to late. I turned my back and walked away

thinking, when will I have a chane to be the next in line to show her my 20

seconds of first impression. After that day, I haven't seen you anymore or

even heard of you around town. She must be happy now with him because she

is in his world with all the glits and glam that she is nowhere in sight. Did he

study the impression of her or did just have that natural ability within him.
I often wonder If you fall off the earth and live in some paradise when you

live that paradise of 20 seconds with him. There is no recording or dictation

on what he told her in that 20 seconds, so how will I ever know what he told

her that made her change her impression of men. Was it all in his touch or

the way he looked at her, I will never know. After the 20 seconds what

happened then as she saw more and more of him. The things that she saw in

his paradise were they all a part of his perfect world . I am sure there will

be another woman I can make a first impression on but It will never take

away that day I waited in line to talk to her. There was just something about

the way she would glide when she walked and if you listened really close you

could actually here her thump as she walked. It's never really in black and

white what are the first things you tell her about your world or who you are

as a man. It's all in the 20 seconds of fate and that can literally be the

rest of your life...

WRITTEN BY SHANE 6/24/05
© Shane Hostetler

Author's Comments on "20 second first impression"

THE FIRST IMPRESSION MIGHT BE YOUR LAST IMPRESSION IN LIFE...
2005-06-23 15:20:49


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