| Aug 23, 2007 @ 1:17 AM |
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Ratigator
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I still haven't discovered meaning yet. I'm still young, though. Either I'll find it, or it'll find me.
Life was so much funner with you in it. We had laughs, we had cries, & we always had IHOP's bottomless pot of coffee. But who are you? I know you've got a face but why the hell can't I see it, in my head? Are you even real? Should I believe you're real?
Believing you're real develops the routine of slowing down on my journey; even back-tracking a few steps. Believing you're real is an ultimate detour with not a single guarantee. Believing you're real requires investigations of sorts that could ultimately pull my attention from an onward course to...to what, exactly?
Fight the self. Fight the urge to detour. I shouldn't have to go down an uncertain road when I know exactly where I'm going, on this other one. I won't!...but I'll be looking back at you, whoever you are. Because life wasn't meant to follow me at this point & time, I'll continue forth to see if there's another one in my path.
I'm reaching out to an understanding that doesn't understand me anymore. I'm looking for the lost & forgiven; for the in-doubted doubtingness that makes insecurities. Am I expecting something? Do I *need*? If I do, then what?
Long, lost...but not forgotten. Any questions?
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| Aug 23, 2007 @ 2:32 PM |
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palehorse
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Yeah bro,...Why did you put this in the forum? It's a Blog piece. You write very well,...but it really does not belong in the forum.
Best wishes to you on your journey.
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| Aug 24, 2007 @ 12:36 AM |
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Ratigator
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It doesn't *belong*. Suffice to such, I didn't realize a "forum" would carry social standards so as to constrict one of their right to free speech. It's just a forum. Don't get so high & mighty about it's *purpose*. It really doesn't carry any individual brand.
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| Aug 24, 2007 @ 2:55 PM |
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palehorse
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LOL!
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| Aug 26, 2007 @ 12:36 AM |
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jollyroger803
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there is a woman who thinks she is a wordsmith she loves to correct guys like me who are not as proficient at writing as you are. I know she will probably skewer me over this small note. I find your post thoughtful, and needed you communicate very well I am certain your mail box will be full and you will find what you seek. The petty tyrant that edits everyone’s post will have a doughnut, and stay quite with you. Thanks for sharing.
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| Aug 29, 2007 @ 8:43 PM |
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SpiritOrnery
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 Jolly! Pale is right. The forums are pretty much for discussion about a question, or games, or whatever. This is definitely blog material. Very nice, I must say. When you write a nice blog, it stays with your profile until you delete it. In the forums, it will get buried after awhile.
However, if you wish to post it here, I am quite sure that it will be fine. Myself, personally, I would also post it to blog. 
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| Sep 5, 2007 @ 6:39 PM |
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jollyroger803
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Do i want to be right ,  or do i want to be happy?................I will just be happy!
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